Think Yourself Happy

I’m going to have some red wine and cheese and crackers for red wine Friday with Mr C, and celebrate her life……

I’m going to have some red wine and cheese now, with Mr for red wine Friday and celebrate her life….

I got some sad news this morning…..I was laying in bed sharing stuff from Telegram and I went on Fakebook after sharing something to it and I found out that my friend Emma had passed. Laura had posted two days before and said that she was very ill and didn’t have long left in this world. She was diagnosed with cancer in August, so she didn’t suffer for long, and someone was with her when she passed, which is awsome in my opinion.

I was in hospital for 2 and a half months with my stroke, 11 years ago, and when I came out of Chichester hospital I went straight to Emma’s house in Poole. I can’t remeber if she drove me there or not. That’s the thing about strokes, it really fucks up you’re short term memory. I stayed with Ems for a while. I can’t remember how long, but it was long enough to get my benefits sorted out.

I used to walk around her rough and uncut garden every morning…….I can’t remember much else, apart from Mark, and maybe Paul, Roxanne’s dad came to see me.

I messaged Laura this morning and gave my respects and said I would go to the funeral if I can.

I’ve only been to one other funeral, and that was H (Harold) he was old when I met him 20 odd years ago, he died of cancer to. The funeral was packed with people standing at the back because all the seats were taken hehe

He was a party person, that’s why….

Emma was a trance party person and I want to go to that funeral too. I imagine it will be packed, like H’s, and there will be many people who I haven’t seen since my stroke.

The truth will set you free…..it may be a little unconfortable first though….

Basicly, everything you see on the media is properganda. Telegram is where you find the truth as far as I can tell. I heard about a lot of this stuff before Telegram was around.

My girl is the only one who believes me so far as I can tell. That’s partly why she’s my girl…….

I will also be giving money to someone who makes clothes, and she wants to make hemp clothing. None of them know yet, because they proberly wouldn’t believe me anyway, hehe.

I can quite smoking whenever I like. I haven’t had a fag for about a month, but I just bought some because I just bought some weed 🙂 it’s unconfortable for a day or two, then it goes away.

My sister bought me back a bottle of Rioja and it was better than anything in this country hehe

I’m so fucking excited and happy since the begining of the year, and I have a sneaky suspicion why…….because I’m about to get everything I asked for, my health, my wealth and my perfect girlfriend.

Now she will proberly tell you that she’s not perfect, but to me she is so….haha

I’ve been vegatarian for about 10 years now, but once in a blue moon I get an organic sirloin steak…….this is one of those days, I’m going to have baby potatoes, baby tomatoes, broccoli and a peppercorn sauce. All the veg is organic too………. yummy 🙂

If the solar flash don’t happen and it’s all bull shit then there will be a lot more people helping others who know about it anyway, so it’s a win win situation if you ask me hehe.

I for one will be helping many others with my blessings………I won’t just sit on it like many others around the world. I’m going to give some to the village leader in Kasa Devi, I’m going to give some to a friend who has an organic farm and guest house in Almora, and many other places, I’m sure…….yet to be determind. Basicly so I can help as many people as possible.

Update on my step dad, John, apparently it was the electric hedge trimmer that messed with his pace maker and made him faint hehe

He’s going to get Pegs friend to do it all now, and throw away the hedge trimmer haha

I’m going to tell you a secret that only Peg knows…….I call Emilly the cat, Emily, wemily woo hehe and I say, Ohhh my lordy, chicken bordy when I’m supprised or something funny happens hehe (only when I’m alone, or with just Peg, of course)

Now, it’s high time I gave you another fanatasy, so if you don’t like these you can skip this next paragraph hehe…….

I’ve always wanted to lick someone out while she’s wearing stockings. I don’t know if my girl will be up for it, but I bought a little nurses outfit with stockings and a little red cross hat……..when it came it didn’t come with stockings, and that was the whole point of getting it for my girl. It was only £12 so didn’t break the bank, and if she’s not up for it, I’m sure we can give it to one of her friends……………… If she is up for it I’m sure we can find some white stockings in India……….. after she puts the outfit and stockings on I would pour us both a glass of champayne………..kiss her neck……..her lips……….french kissing her……..moving to her boobs….kissing them and licking them and moving lower…….kissing my way down to her wet pussy………slipping my tounge over her clit……and a little bit inside….kissing and licking………..her clit and pussy getting wetter and wetter……..circling her clit with my tounge…….round and round……….slipping my tounge inside her wet pussy more and more……..until she’s begging me to be inside her………..she’s on the bed….on her knees………in white stockings and the little nurses uniform……..it’s really short……..and I slip my very hard cock inside her from behind………….just the tip at first………then pushing it further and further with each thrust…………deeper and deeper inside………she’s moaning with pleasure………..as I’m fucking her from behind………..she’s moaning more and more until she finaly climaxes………cumming all over my very hard cock……

Just so you know, I’m NEVER going to tell any of you if she agrees to any of the things I’ve wrote about here, or if we did them, sooooooo hahahahahaha you guys will never know hehe

Ismael just did a short YouTube video on the Queen dying, he said that she, and the pope and many others are clones, and the real ones were arrested a couple of years ago.

Now, I have a hard time accepting that their clones, even though, from my own research I know that it’s possible. I have a feeling others are the same, understanably. Whatever they are or aren’t, I just want to see my girl and get on with humanitarian projects.

So, please, please, please, just get on with it so I can be healed and see my girl (if she’ll have me hehe) and get on with my humanitarian projects. That may well be a little selfish, but I thought we would have been done months ago. hehe

Now I’m going to see Emily the cat and stay there for the night so, adious amigos………

No RV yet today 😦

So, I got home from my sisters yesterday morning after spending the night there, and had a shower, and I was just about to go out when my mum phoned and said, can you come over, John has fallen over at the bottem of the garden and don’t block the drive for the ambalance.

Now, John, my step Dad, is 83 and very stubourne, and he wanted to trim the hedge out front. My mum said, Peg gets someone over to do things like that, wait till she gets back on Tuesday and ask her to sort it out. He said, no, I can do it, and set everything up and started trimming the hedge, 10 minutes later, and only a bit of the hedge done he said, I can’t do it, so get Peg to sort it when she’s back, I’ll put all the tools away.

My mum looked down the garden a few minutes later and John was on the floor and couldn’t get up, he had felt dizzy and fainted. There isn’t much room to manuver down there and he couldn’t get up. There 3 sets of steps, about 3 steps each time, going lower and lower, to the shed and the green house at the bottem.

So I got there, and there was one guy who John was leaning on, sat down, another guy on a chair holding his hand, the guys daughter, who had come to visit her mum and dad, her mum, Sophie, and my Mum and they were waiting for the ambalance, after about half an hour a helicopter flew almost right over the house and we were laughing saying it was for John, just joking around, then it flew over again and started circling and we started to realise that maybe it was for John after all. It flew over the school field, looking for somewhere to land, maybe there was a footie match on there or something, I live opposite the school, 2 minutes away from mum, and eventualy landed in the fire station at the bottem of the hill, and they drove up in a firemans car I guess, I went to meet them on the road to guide them in.

The reason there was a helicoptor was because there were no ambulances available, totaly normal these days apparently 😦 pensioners wait for four hours stuck in their gardens, waiting for an ambulance according to Sophie.

About another hour and the ambulance came with a fold up weel chair that could get down the end of the garden. So there were 3 air ambulance people, me, mum, john, 2 men, 2 women and 2 ambulance drivers in the end hahaha what a palava hehe

John is still in Hospital, he is fine, they might have to adjust his pace maker…… He was fine by the time he left the house to go to the hospital, but they kept him in over night, just to keep an eye on him.

According to Sophie, she thinks there must be a school were they train them to be grumpy old men hahahaha (she has one too hehe)

Hopefully he will be home tonight, but they may keep him another night.

And that was my day yesterday 🙂