I can’t sleep for some reason, got abit of pain in my left leg so I thought I would write a bit…..

I got inspired to write this from listening to Santa Surfing at http://www.beachbroadcastnews.com this morning while lying in bed, as I listen every morning to her, and I just wanted to clarify that everything that I have done regarding the thank you’s etc is because God/Universe/Spirit/Creator, what ever you want to call it, is amazing, and as long as you have faith, faith in yourself, faith in God, and do a daily practise, no matter how small, just saying thank you for the day, can really change your life if you do it regular, so all the glory goes to God really, that’s what I’m trying to say, it’s got nothing to do with me really, I asked for only 3 things in the form of saying thank you for them before I had them and I’m pretty damn sure I’ve got all 3 in the near future, My health, my wealth, and my perfect girlfriend. I mean I know we will have to work stuff out as we go, but if I start off with the fact that she’s my perfect girlfriend then everything else is secondry me thinks hehe

Santa Surfing was talking about a dream she had the day before and today she just read all the comments of what poeple interepted her dream to mean, and it was all God based intereptations. She had a dream that she had to answer some questions, I think, and then it would release NESARA/GESARA and there were 11 doors and apparently 11 is uncorupltable (I think I butchered that spelling hehe) and one had lots of fresh fruit and seeds and things and I can’t really remeber the rest so I think I’m going to stop there hahaha but you get the idea that it was a God inspired dream so……

Maybe I will comment that I got inspired to write some of my blog because of her show……after all I did nick a bit of her signing off by adding, “God bless you all, have a beautiful day, alhoa” to my daily thank you’s while walking in the woods every day hehe, and I will say that too, if I can work out wear to comment haha

I said maybe I would do those things to my girl because she might not like to be blinfolded or tied to the bed hehe and that’s cool with me, just a little fantasy of mine.

I did get some weed today after a while without it so maybe that’s why my leg hurts, makes you think, I’m not enjoying it either today, and only had a couple…….maybe it’s time to stop……..

So my sisters children are struggling from anxiety so I emailed her today and said:

Richard Fussell <richfussell@gmail.com>

13:46 (7 minutes ago)

to Peggy

https://health.ucdavis.edu/news/headlines/10-health-benefits-of-meditation/2019/06

Say: I am fit and healthy, inside and out (your anxiety etc)

I am wealthy (cuz why not start early)

I am enough

When you wake up in the morning while lying in bed, say this 3 times.Because of the power behind saying it 3 times)

Then start your meditation from www.zen12.com

Within 6 months, because only you can fix yourself,  so it takes some work on your part, you’re anxiety will be all gone and you will feel enough.

I am enough is 3 very powerful words because over time you will KNOW that you can do ANYTHING you set your mind to.

I hope it works.

So any of you who are struggling to be happy, and not as mad as I am with being thankful for 100 things every fucking day hehe, you might like this shorter version too.

Correction: http://www.blessedforservice.org

I just got back on Fakebook yesterday after being banned for 30 days again…..that’s 4 times now hehe I texted my woman at the start of my ban saying I wouldn’t be back, because I thought we of RV’d by now, but we haven’t so I’ll keep sharing truths. Nicholas Veniamin and Gene Decode just did a show on Rumble called Bluetooth from the grave. (You can find it on my Fakebook page) And in it Gene says that the cordless headphones being used by many people, including my woman, are giving people tumors and they are having to cut them out of peoples heads. ( I texted my woman and sugested that she ditches them as soon as I heard that) You can find all Gene decodes stuff on Telegram under (Real) Gene Decode. The brackets are important. you can also find him at http://www.blessedforservice.com, but I don’t think it’s up and running yet. I have been following Gene for a few years now as he is an ex Navy submarine person and he does all the decodes of all the DUMBS that are getting taken out and children being rescued. Apparently the only place there arn’t DUMBS is India. There are some in the Himalaya’s, but apart from that their arn’t any, which I thought was quite cool. At least, he hasn’t spoken of any yet and most of the DUMBS worldwide have been cleaned up by now.

You see, we create are own reality in are heads first, and then it can manifest in the real world. But I think you have to eat healthy etc, and do a lot of what I have done for the best effects. (I asume, but it makes sense to me)

I have everything I asked for now, and I only asked for 3 things…….. My health, my wealth, my perfect girlfriend. (Maybe the power of 3 helps too, but I’m just guessing)

Speaking of my perfect girlfriend, this bits for her so stop reading now if you don’t like my sexy talk hehe

I might tie my girlfriends wrists to the bed………… and blindfold her……….and start to kiss her neck…………and snog her…………….kiss her breasts…………… first one………… then the other…………..and when she is quite horny ……..I will go to the fridge……….. she won’t know where I’ve gone because she will be blindfolded and tied to the bed……………………..and I will get some ice, put it in my mouth……….and go down on her…………… putting the ice on her clit……..and in her hot…………. wet……….. pussy………………licking…………… and sucking on her clit…………….and when she can’t take it anymore……………… and begging me to fuck her ………………I will slip my very hard cock inside her hot……………wet………………. pussy………….pushing it deeper and deeper with every thrust………….. until we both cumm…………..at the same time…………..she’s cumming on my hard cock ( I hope we cumm at the same time hehe

I’m watching David Wilcock and you can find him on YouTube and http://www.thedisclosure.com I have followed him for years and he did stuff with Corey Goode, a secret space progam whisleblower, the first one I think, and you can find it at http://www.gaia.com and his channel was Cosmic Disclosure.

Also, apparently, Jesus was really born on the 11th September so it would of been pretty cool to have NESARA/GESARA then for some people. The dark cult know this so that’s why they attacked the twin towers then 😦

Ohhhhh, I forgot to say…….when 9.11.01 happened, that was because they were about to release NESARA/GESARA, the computer’s that were in one of the trade centres that got blown up, we’re in one of the two towers

I must confess to one habit that I can’t seem to kick……………..when my woman texts, I text back straight away, even tho I know I should wait a while so as not to seem to keen hahahaha Maybe puting it on the net will cure me of this horrible disease hehehe

So, today I got inspired by my girl/woman to write this after texting her this morning, and after it marinated in my head while on my daily walk in the woods, so here goes…….

I texted my love a video of when the twin Towers got “hit by planes” on September 11th 2001, only there was no planes, it was just explosions, because there was never any planes, when one of the plane’s hit, the nose of the plane came out the other side haha I bet someone got in shit in the editing detpartment for that one hehehehe, they were holigrams and every news outlet would of known there were no planes me thinks, so they are all complicit in the crime. George Bush senior was executed for his role in planning it, and that will come out later. George Bush junior grassed EVERYONE up, hoping to avoid the death penalty. Most likely made a deal.

The Saudi’s were involved too. It had nothing to do with Bin Ladin, who was a CIA agent called Tim Osmund I think, and we went in to Afganistan so the military of the US could protect the poppy fields because that’s one of the biggest money makers for the CIA, opium. Now Afganistan is finaly free from the CIA, and have stopped all poppy production and made all drugs ilegal. Don’t believe ANYTHING you see on the MSM (MainStream Media) because I just found out that ALL media, around the world was bought by the Rothchilds, Rockerfellas, JP Morgan etc many years ago, like before I was even born I think. So EVERY news outlet around the world, all get given the same script and there’s even proof of it were there are loads of different news stations on one screen and they are all saying EXACTLY the same thing, so it ain’t no conspiracy theroy. hahaha

On another topic completly, because I would rather talk about nature than this BS hehehe There are more bluebells than I have ever seen this year and I don’t know if it’s just because I haven’t noticed them as much before or something else, but I feel like I want to say that maybe it’s because most of the children have been rescued from the DUMBS (Deep Underground Military Bases) that are all over the world, over 180 in the USA alone, and the bluebells know, because everything is connected, and they are growing more now as we move in to a new age of enlightenment. Now, if you didn’t think I was mad already, then you proberly do now hahahaha But I don’t really care hehehe

Cann woods, where I was today joins up with Plymbridge woods eventualy and most of the time I don’t see anyone else there, apart from the last bit, walking back upto where I park the car. Mostly a few dog walker’s that work for the cat and dogs home right next to the woods, called, wait for it ………………Woodside hehehe the car park always has at least 6 -8 cars in there, and on the weekends it’s full and difficult to park, despite it being a massive car park.

I see a lot of people in Plymbridge woods, and that has a smaller car park, and I never know if my bench that overlooks the river will be free, although it is most of the time, thank fuck, hehe, I do have a back over the bridge, where I can drink my coffee if my usual spot is taken, but that’s a purpose cut log and more in the way than the other bench. I sent a video of my bench and the bridge to my woman a few weeks ago.

May 9th is actualy a monday so scrap that hahahaha Just get it fucking done hehehe