00.52

I can’t sleep again because I’m so fucking excited so here I am again. hehe. What are you exited about? I hear you ask…… could it be that we are close to the RV in my opinion so it’s close to me getting in a medbed and finaly being healed after almost 11 years this march? You would think so, and maybe that’s part of it, but I have been saying thank you for my perfect health for about 10 years now so it’s drumed in to my subconsious.

No, I’m sooooo fucking excited because soon after me being healed, about a month to six weeks, I will be seeing my new love, if she still likes me by then, hehe, and spending quality time with her.

We will go on many adventures and have lots of kissing and sex hehe.

I hope…….

What else can I say now that my thoughts have got me out of bed and turned my computer back on? I only turned it off half an hour ago haha

On my walk in the woods the other day, Cann woods, I met a man who walks a dog most days from the woodside cat and dogs home, he walks a dog there all the time and he never knows which dog he’s going to get. That day he had Maximus, a tiny and very friendly dog which I thought was quite funny because of his name hehe

A girl from my house walks dogs up there every day as well. They have a whole bunch of people who do it every day and I see them often. The girl above me says that the girl who walks the dogs is a smak head, but I don’t know if that’s true or not, but she is really skinny and she only ever talks to me if she has to when she’s walking dogs so…. hehe

After you’ve had a stroke it goes one of two ways I think. You either get really pissed off with everthing or you just find it funny and laugh at yourself if your struggling to do stuff, which is all the time. Can anyone guess how I react? hehe

07.12

I woke up at 6am this morning, which is really unsual and had a desire to write so here I am. Don’t know what I’m going to say so…….

I still really love psytrance and listen to shpongle a lot, especily when writing, which is chilled out psytrance. I think I was thinking the girl who inspired me to write again and couldn’t get back to sleep hehe

I just had to put shpongle on because when there’s lyrics i can’t concentrate on writing and my mind goes blank 😉

People like thinkyourselfhappy.org on Facebook about once a week, if that, but I have no idea if they read my blog or not but no one has given a donation for my course yet in about 7 years so…..haha I guess they don’t think someone who has had a stroke can write anything of significance. I’m not bothered either way, it helped me massively so I put it down on my computer and gave it to my sister, Peg, who writes for a living and she made the course really. It was just my ideas and expirience.

I have sooooo much to say but sometimes my mind just goes blank and I can’t think of nothing hehe

Maybe just lie on my bed and listen to shpongle for a while and wait and see if I get inspired somemore……

As soon as I lay down I got inspired hahaha I have my computer wired upto my 32″ TV and after 1 minute my pictures of a lot of my times in india come up, and some pictures of V festival in the uk where I worked for a couple of seasons putting up a sign for the NME tent, that’s all I had to do and it took 3 of us a few hours and then we had a backstage pass for the whole event. sweet deal huh?

But it’s mostly my times in india which is perfect inspiration to go back year after year.

I’ve just remered that the peson who inspired me told her friends to read my blog :-0 hehe I hope they forgive me….I can’t take it back now……

12.16

I don’t even know how to go back and read what I wrote hahahaha that’s how much of a technophobe I am.

Just been shopping and my daily coffee and walk in the woods but it was only a short one because it’s bloody cold wind today and I will be mosty spending it in bed watching movies on youtube.

Come on RV so I can get to Goa in the sun.

And get started with my humanitarian projects obviosly 😉

Ohhhh,I don’t think paypal is working anymore so you can’t donate anyway haha well no bothered anyway so I don’t think I’m going to worry about it hehe.

13.23

Hi, well the last thing that I wrote had the desired effect because she texted me and said I’m going to have wet dreams thinking about your blog 😉

Don’t worry, I’m coming soon but I find myself thinking of you a lot these last few days and it’s going to be a while before I can see you so don’t get pissed off if I don’t text you every day, although I may 🙂 hahaha but, like i said, it’s going to be a while and I don’t want to get obsessed with you hehe.

Anyway, I want to explain how my life has changed since my stroke, it will be 11 years in march.

I started eating almost only organic fruit and veg where ever possible because a pain killer gave me the stroke so I started to think more about what I put in my body. I started to use fluride free toothpaste and a water filter that takes the fluride out because fluride messes up your pineal gland and you can’t see through the bull shit that’s everywhere in society. I have never watched the news all my adult life because i know it’s all bs. They are just trying to get you to follow a narrative that has nothing to do with reality.

I am are very powerful words when using them for self help 😉

When I go for my woodland walk in the mornings I say “I am fit and healthy, I am super wealthy, I am enough, I am praying that we are safe to have the RV today, I am praying that we rescue all the children and keep the rescuers safe, thank you for the QFS, thank you for the QVS, thank you for the QES. Quantum finacial system, Quantum voting system, Quantum education system.

I am not healthy as I want to be because of my stroke, I not super wealthy, but I am enough hehehe

But when I started saying that 10 years ago I didn’t know about medbeds, I didn’t know how I would be wealthy and I didn’t think I was enough because of my stroke. But I told a girl in Germany who I had met in Goa ( I don’t ever really talk to her so I have no idea why I told her anything hehe bloody stroke) years before about an investment I had heard about where certain currency’s would be worth a lot of money when the Global currency reset happens. Zimbawe dollar, Iraci dinar and vietnamese dong, and then promptly forgot because of my stroke hehe but she didn’t forget me and about 1 year later she sent a zimbabwe 100 Trillion dollar note because apparently people who have some zim will be one of the first to use a medbed, after the children from the deep underground military bases DUMBS that have been used for pedophillia for decades, but that’s nearly cleaned up now thank god.

Also zim holders will have a choice of humanitarin projects to do, or they can choose there own. I want to plant trillons of trees, flying cars and a few other ideas.

According to Dutch Green Bussiness DGB there is about 3 trillion trees on the planet right now and there should be at least 6 so Trump has pledged 1 T so I want to pledge at least 2 T to get us back to where we should be, but maybe more, and DGB is located in Cornwal now at Camelot castle with John Mapin as the bussiness guy there. And it’s a hotel so I can stay there when I go to speak to him about it and go on some nice costal walks and find out some stuff about King Arther so that will be fun.

Ok, thats enough for now as my bum hurts hehehe

It’s getting bloody cold here so I hope the GCR is soon so I go to Goa and be in the sun until sumer returns 🙂

I’ve rested me arse now hehe………The point of the above dialologe is if you do the work on the inside and have faith that no matter what or how long it takes your dreams can and will come true. I say thank you every night before sleep as i’m going to sleep for about 15 things, including my perfect health, which isn’t here yet but i know it’s coming.

Also, after my stroke I learnt very quickly to not give a fuck what anybody thought of me and my physical disability’s because I would never leave the house again if I did. Now I drive an automatic car with a knob on the steering wheel and brake with my left foot because I haven’t got time to feel sorry for myself, I just adapt and over come because that’s the kind of guy I am and if you don’t like it you can do one hehehe

God, I’m on fire today hehe

Thanks again, you know who you are 🙂

What else can I say today? I think we are really close to the GCR and I can’t wait to start my humanitarian project’sand get out of this country for warmer climes.

I have a special love for India and have been there about 15 times now. I started with Goa when I was 20 with my girlfriend, Tosh, for 2 weeks and fell in love with the place. She had a one year old daughter but she left me for another man that was our friend but regeted it years later when she had moved to Brighton and I met up with her after my stroke hehe more fool you 😉

Then I split up with another girlfriend who lived in the woods near Portsmouth. I moved there after London when I got banned from driving for being over the limit, but it turned out I was under the limit and their machines were falty in Surrey, but I didn’t find that out until my one year ban was almost up haha.

At 25, moved to Brighton, got my hair dreaded and got a 5 grand bank lone and fucked off to Goa again for 6 months. I have been all the way to the tip of india on my own, to Kanyakamari, via kodai kanal and Kerala, went on some back water boat trips in Kerala. I have been on safari in north india looking for tigers but didn’t see any hehe, I’ve white water rafted down the Ganges twice on 2 different visits to Rishikesh, I went to Goa at least 2 times after my stroke, one time for 3 months in 2018 and once for 9 months where I did 3 months in Goa and met Major an older gent who had built a house near Almora, I can’t rember where right now but maybe it will come back to me. ( it just came back to me, Kasa Devi)I had been to Almora a few years before so i new it a bit. So I went there in March and stayed with a family there, Champa was the name of the woman and she had dreads down to her arse and 2 sons, Papu and I can’t rember the other one but champa used to come down and cook my meals for me, all included in the price of Majors house. Champa died from a toxic mushroom a few years after I was there and I haven’t been back since, but I will visit them this year for sure

After a month or two I found somewhere in a village a few miles away that dealt with people who had a stroke so I moved in there for a fee and stayed there until my visa was up and then went to Nepal with Papu to renew my visa. I had been to Nepal years earlier with Chris and Tajana on a visa run, I was just along for the ride an the adventure last time but it was my turn this time.

The last time I was there I was shagging a nepales/daramasala girl while we were there and on the last day we got really pissed and I fell down the stairs and knocked myself out and when I came to she had robbed me of all the money I had just takin out earlier that day and I never saw her again hehe

Luckerly an italian lady from Goa that I new was also there on a visa run and she spoke to Panta who owns Bhakti Kutir in Columb south Goa and he sent me some money to get home hahaha It’s quite mad remebering it all now……

When I got back from Goa in April 2018 they had stopped all my benefits and I was only on £300 a month for ages until it went to court and then they realized I wasn’t faking it so I got a load of money backdated so I used it for oxygen treatment in St Austel, Cornwal, which is about an hour and 20 minutes from my house. you have to go in a sealed room for an hour at a time and it’s like going underwater for an hour and you have an oxygen mask on for and hour and you just read a book for an hour. there’s about 5 or 6 chairs in there with oxygen masks and sometimes I did 2 sessions in one day with some lunch in between. after 10 session I had the maximum amount and only had to go back once a week after that, but lockdown started soon after so I only went back one or 2 times after the max but my memory, walking and pretty much everything improved after that. Especily acording to the people at the Dartmoor zoo where I had been volunteering for the last few years. It was for people with disability’s and PTSD and things like that.

00.55

I’m back again, couldn’t sleep.

I was saying about the girl who inspired me to write again…..well she said I talked about sex quilte a bit earlier on but I can’t really remember because it was a long time ago and I have not read it for years but I would really like to lick out the girl who inspired me…….of course I would start with kissing….and kissing and kissing…….and then slowly moving down to her breasts…….first kissing one breast……….. and then the other…… and then I would kiss her stomach……slowly moving lower and lower……..and then maybe kiss and suck her breasts some more……first one…..and then the other……..all the while teasing her with my fingers just stroking around her pussy…….and every now and then slipping… first one….then two fingers inside of her…….just a liittle bit…..stroking her clitorus as well…….playing with her clit and getting her more and more aroused……..and then I would kiss her some more before working my way slowly back down to her pussy…….where I would lick and suck her clit…….and hopfefully she would get so aroused that she came in my mouth…………at which point I would turn her over and slip my throbbing cock deep inside her and fuck her slowly until she cums again all over my throbbing cock…………….

Goodnight hehehe

I got inspired to write again after getting some feedback from a girl who will remain nameless.

So, here goes, I don’t know what I’m going to write so…….

Everyone’s name has been changed so I don’t exspose people and if I’ve said that before then hahaha cuz I can’t be aresd to read it all back right now.

We are getting close to the Global Currecny Reset GCR in my opinion and then the whole world is going to change over night but don’t expect it to be public knowledge straight away. It might take weeks, months or even years to know what happens. I do know that Trump has a lot to do with it and if it wasn’t for him beating Hillary in 2016 none of us would proberly be here now because she would have started world war 3 by a false flag, proberly north korea or maybe Russia.

Both Putin and Kim are ok guys in my opinion, just stuck in a bad system controlled by the Iluminati, deep state, cabal, what ever you want to call them. It’s the same thing.

Putin is definatly a good guy because he kicked out the Rothchild banks long ago or never had them. I’m not sure which.

When the GCR happens there will be a release of medbeds, free energy, free water and much much more from the intel I’m getting, but as with anything like this we shall have to wait and see.

So don’t blame me if it dosen’t work out that way. But so far only 3 or 4 people have read this to my knowledge so……. hehehe what do I know……

I type best when I don’t know what to write and it kinda just comes out. I don’t know how others do it but that’s the way it is with me.

I’m so grateful for the girl that inspired me to write again even though I don’t know what the f£@k I’m writting hehe you know who you are so thank you.

Ok, that’s enough for today……

Thanks again

If you do get the vaccine it will almost garantee you getting the next virus that they will release in the coming months/years 😦

Hydroxychloroquine works as both a preventative and cure for covid and you can get it from your Doctor. I will never take a vaccine as it changes you’re RNA and god knows what else. You won’t have to get vaccinated to travel, they are just trying to scare you and it’s againts your human rights.

I’ve heard they are preparing court cases at the Hague for Dr’s that inject people with the EXPERIMENTAL vaccine and it will be experimental until 2023.

Q said symbolism will be their downfall and Epstien Island and the House of Windsor have the symbolism of transhumanism and I suggest that Megan Markle is a bit of both if you know what I mean?

Maybe it was the downfall of the royal family…….

Princess Diana’s grave is in the shape of a Q. John F Kennedy’s Grave is in the shape of a Q and his son. Michael Jackson’s grave is in the shape of a Q. I suggest that they are all alive and on the Q team, but time will tell.

I get some intel sent to me on a regular basis that suggests those things to be true.

We have been in lockdown now for about a year and forced to wear masks when we go shopping although the “virus” is much smaller than the masks that are supposed to stop it, so it’s completly poinless and we are suppossed to keep six feet apart for social distancing but really they have us, the whole world, performing a satanic ritual but no one seems to know about it and it’s really frustrating to go to the shops and see all the people in masks.

I have not worn a mask once and never will. I bought something off the internet that says I’m exempt and you don’t actually have to wear a mask and they can’t ask you why by law but most people don’t know that because no body tells you that 😦 there was a march in London last weekend of 1000’s of people shouting one word “FREEDOM” and Manchester and all around the world in almost every country because we have all had enough.

The whole covid thing is a scam to shut down the worlds econemy for The Great Reset where you will own nothing and be happy hahaha fortunatly Trump and the Alliance have a counter plan to go to a gold backed currency around the world. We have been on a fiat based currency since before I was born, 45 years ago, but now we are going back to a gold backed currency and all country’s who signed up, 209 country’s I think, will be on a leval playing feild from the get go horah

We will revalue first, RV, and then a Global Currency Reset, GCR, just after where all 209 countries will be backed by gold. There will be massive amounts of money for humanitarian projects, I will have something to do with that and that’s why I get the emails, and basicly it will be the end of the Deep State, Iluminati, Cabal, what ever you want to call them because they make all their money by laundering it and you can’t do that with the new Quantum Financial System, QFS.

Back to the scamdemic quickly, I don’t like even talking about it because it’s such a scam but there’s things you all need to know, so here goes…..

Dr Fauci, the american Doctor who originaly shut the whole world down, did a study of the flu that killed loads of people in the early 1900’s in 1995 discovered that more people died of broncial pnemonia than died from the flu because of what??? you’re going to love this…..wearing masks……you can’t make this shit up 😦

Because they where wearing a mask you recycle the air your breathing which is really bad for you. So basicly it’s mass, world wide genocide but they are claming that everyone is dying from covid.

I’ll write more in a month or two and you will be blown away by what I have to say.

Take care all x

WOW…. so much has happened….Q led me down loads of rabbit holes and I found out about the world wide human trafficking by the eliet’s of the world and the stuff they do, evil, so evil that I won’t go in to it.

Don’t worry, the Alliance is in control and it’s going to be better than you can possibly imagine, or as Trump would say, “The best is yet to come.”

Ohhhh, and the world is being cleansed of evil. Ha ha ha ha

Thank God.