Think Yourself Happy

So….. going back to what I said earlier today, it’s quite litteraly written in the stars…………

16.08

I met my new love about 15 years ago on a beach in Goa, but can’t really remeber much about it due to alchol and other things hehehe I proberly fell in love with her right there, but didn’t think anymore to it because I couldn’t see how she could be in to someone like me hehe

15 years later and wowowow…….. I don’t think I’ve ever fallen so fast and I haven’t even met her again yet. Now I want to do everything yesterday hehe

But I have to learn patience. We will have our time if the universe says so, and all I can do is wait. But it’s amazing to wait and think of all the things we will do togeather, including lots of sex,I hope, hehe that was one of the things my girl said after reading my blog………lots of sex…. hehe

15.37

I don’t mean to keep banging on about my new love, but it’s what is going on in my life right now so deal with it…….. hehehe

So I was watching a Youtube with Jean and deep woo woo about valentines and the month of Febuary and they went through each star sign and said what you could exepect. And my star sign is scorpio and it said I have been working on myself, which is true, and now the work is done and I would meet someone over seas, which I have, and it would be a passionate, long relationship.

Then my new love is Aquarius, and it said for her that she would meet someone from overeas, which she has, possibly an island, I live in the UK, an island, it would be very passionate, long lasting, and maybe even lovers in a previous life. But it gets even weirder, I texted my new love the other day and said, “call me crazy but maybe my love of India comes from the love of you in a past life.” Or something like that. I may well be crazy hehe but it’s definatly a nice thought, and maybe not so crazy after all hehe

I have no idea if that’s true or not, I just go off feelings and intuition I think.

19.18

I was just rereading some of my past blog and didn’t realise back thenhow much your thought’s will change your life wowowow 😉

14.16

I realized after I turned the computer off last time that I was completly knaked hehehe I thought my girl might get a giggle out of that…….

I forgot to say that when I go on my morning walks I start off by surrounding myself with an impenerutble bright white light, and the world, so nothing can get to me. I’ve just started saying, “except @£$%^,” not going to say her name, but my better half, hehe

01.35

Back again. COuldn’t sleep….. So Im just writing my adventures and thought’s and I’ve been “thinkin boat ma baby” as the old song goes, so thought I would come on here and tell both of you hehe I don’t think she will mind and it’s a bit late now after what I wrote before…….hehehehehehe

I’m giving up smoking weed because I want to be the best version of me when I’m around her and I can’t do that if I’m stoned all the time. I will have a smoke if she ever has a smoke, if we want to be a bit silly sometimes, but only if she is. It helped me to keep sain in these uncertain times and I do like a spliff every now and then, but I’m moving to a different phase in my life and helping others not as fortunate as me.

I’m smoking the last of it now, and enjoying it but also enjoing the prospect of not smoking. I’ve got a day left, maybe two, so I will enjoy 😉

I’ve always found it easy to give up smoking so it don’t matter to me.

I would like to rent a boat and take her to the Andaman islands for a week or two if possible. I want to do the islands in Thailand and maybe all the way down to Singapore in a boat. I have sooooo many ideas. I want to visit my mate Jase in Melbourne….. and take her anywhere she wants to go, and we can go on adventures everywhere. I’m not to bothered about the states. I wouldn’t mind going to the Eceti ranch in the US to see the flying saucers and strange lights coming in an out of the mountain there. And apparently it has amazing energy there. I could be talked in to going to Mexico and Peru to see all that old stuff while I was there, as I wouldn’t see myself going back. Maybe we could go to Hawai while we’re in that neck of the woods.

Hopefully we will have the rest of our lives to do it all and helping people along the way, spreading our love and abudance, and sprinkling a little bit of magic everywhere we go……..

Yea…….I really like that idea…..

And on that note, it’s 02.11 here so time for bed. Nyt

00.58

Here i am again, can’t sleep, really stoned…….. and I felt the urge to get up and type, so here I am. I got some morrocan hash a few day’s ago and started putting it in my vape, had a bit after my coffee and walk in the woods, felt quite nice, had some later that day and in the evening.

Same next day, then bought some tabbaco today, and after half a dozen spliff, my mums birthday down wetherspoons, micro waved curry in my opinion but they enjoyed it with the gran kids, so that was the main thing 🙂 now…….. I think I I don’t want to smoke spliffs or anything, anymore. See, I gave up smoking ciggies, roll ups, about a month or two ago, and after smoking a few spliffs……I just don’t think I can do it anymore.

Maybe I’m growing out of it hehe or maybe my focus has changed…..

I don’t know but I feel it’s a good thing. I think it’s because I get out in nature everyday and get away from life for an hour a day that I’m thinking more about this stuff. Just putting my thoughts down as usual I guess.

hehe more ramblings of a stoned old man this time……

No more tho…….

22.16

I can’t tell you how to get intouch with spirit, God, universe, what ever you want to call it. You have to find you’re own unique way, I can tell you how I do it 🙂 First off, you have to have faith that everything is going to be ok, especily when you go through something like a stroke, like I did. That is where my faith started in ernest really, because I didn’t die, although I was close, but I was very poorly for years.

So I started with being thankful for stuff every night when I was in bed, just before going to sleep. I said thank you for my family, thank you for my friends, thank you for my perfect health, even though I was far from healthy, because you can say thank you for stuff you want to happen as well, and say it like you already have it. Thank you for my perfect chinese girlfriend, ( I wanted someone who wouldn’t cheat on me because when I had the stroke my girl at the time slept with my flat mate while I was in the hospital, which wasn’t very nice. And now I’m in love with an anglo indian, so that was pretty close to what I wanted, and I’m definatly not complaining due to the fact that I’m head over heels in love with her. hehe, I hope I don’t regret saying that later. hehe). Thank you for the money I have, thank you for the money I spend. And more recently, a couple of years ago, thank you for being here at this amazing time in history, thank you for rescuing all the children and keeping the rescuers safe, thank you for zim, thank you for the trillions of dollars for humanity ( you have to reach for the stars with this stuff, why not. hehehe) thank you for protecting Trump and his family (because without him there would be no Global Currecy Reset and revaluation backed by gold. We would of had the great reset where you own nothing and be happy according to Claus swabb and the econmic forum) thank you for protecting all the white hat’s and there family’s, thank you for taking out the deep state, pedo, illuminati, ( I lumped it all togeather because most of them are pedo’s and it’s all the same thing), thank you for the QFS, QVS and QES, ( I said that bit a few days ago I think) and thank you for GESARA, Global Econmic Securities And Reformation Act. God bless you all, have a beautiful day, aloha. ( I knicked the last bit off santa surfing who used to do a show on youtube before she got banned for speaking the truth, along with many others, about a year or so ago). I recently found her on Telegram, the only place left that you can have free speech and is not owned by the Cabal, Deep state, Illuminati, what ever you want to call them, it’s all the same thing. hehe

And now, all these years later I’m nearly fit and healthy, I’m nearly super wealthy, I’m nearly going to have (hopefully trillions of dollars for humanity) and I’m close to having my perfect girlfriend, so you can’t get much better than that 🙂

I say all these things to this day, and when I have all those things I will adjust it to fit my life then and keep having faith that I will get what I ask for.

I hope that helps one or two of you out there, if anyone apart from my new girl even read’s the ramblings of an old man hehehe

Well that’s enough ramblings for one night. It’s 23.16 here now so I’m going to bed.

14.42

The only girl prettier than the Russian girl is the girl I’m in love with now, and she really gets me as well. Everytime I think I’ve gone to far she messages me back with even better news than it was before, which is amazing if you ask me. I’m so in love right now and I should proberly stop gushing about it on here. hehehehe

When the GCR happens I will have to sign an NDA, Non Disclosure Agreement, and I don’t how long it will last until I get to my appointment, so don’t worry if I don’t update my blog for a while (nothing new for me hehe)

I just worked out how to read the first bit with kelly etc very funny hehe

I didn’t sleep with the russian girl by the way.

Well now it’s 0200 in the morning so hopefully I can sleep now, my eyes feel tired now thank god.I did get a meditation app a round the time I was living in Iilfracombe called http://www.zen12.com which really helped. It was a years worth of meditations with binurel beats which went up a level every month until you got to the highest level. My sister got it recently because she had a burn out earlier last year from working to much so now she only works 9-5 (I hope)

Goodnight