I think my girl is testing my faith hehe Just know that I will just love her harder….. (he said harder hehe)

12.58

I’m hung over today because of my bottle of wine hehe So I stopped in the pub at the last minuet for hair of the dog hehe I only had one Doombar, ale, I don’t like larger as much, and they didn’t have any on tap, so I had to have a bottle, £3.09 a bottle……… no wonder I only had one…… I haven’t been to a pub for ages, sometime last year.

I do that often, I’m quite spontaneus, and do things all the time, where I don’t know I’m going to do them………… until I do.

On my walk in the woods today I added a “fucking” to my daily ritual. I said my usual “I am fit and healthy, I am wealthy, I am enough”. And said it 3 times, because the power of 3 is more powerful, apparenty. And then I said, “and so it ‘fucking’ is”. Which instantly cracked me up hehe I’ve also added, “thank you for my perfect girlfriend, *****”. She will proberly laugh at that hehe.

And I’m watching old films on Youtube, and ocsionaly sharing truth bombs on fakebook from Telegram….. I’m quite surprised I’m not banned for 30 days again hehe I have been pushing it the last few days hehe oh well, if I get banned again now I won’t be back because we are close to the RV me thinks hehe This film is so old he is smoking a ciggie on the operating table hehehehe Hell’s Island if anyone is interested…….I’ve just started it, dunno what it’s about, but got ma wine and cheese hehe See ya later……

20.58

The movie was ok, shit acting in the fight bits hehe, only about 3 or 4 people died, so it could of been worse…… but it was an hour and 20 mins of my time wasted, and an hour and 20 mins closer to seeing my girl, so………….hehe

When I have my medbed, apparently they can age regress you, so I want to go back to the age of my stroke, 35, so I can be my new girls toyboy hehe……….. not really……..it might help to convince my step dad, who has had two heart attacks and a stroke before that. He wasn’t affected as bad as me, but does still have memory problems. But he used to work for the council, after driving a digger his whole life, and eating cheese and pickle sandwiches, 8, every day, his whole life, thus the heart attack hehe But he did a lot of good while he was a counciler, including getting zebra crossings installed and many other good things. So, I think he could do a lot more if he age regressed 10 or 20 years. And he is 83 now I think, and very, very old fashioned hehe but if I did it, with no problems, he might…..it’s worth a try….. and I will will give my mum and him 5M, so he could do a lot with that. Also, it would be good to be my girls toyboy, technicly hehe

I’m watching intrigue now, and eating pizza, and drinking wine….. another shit movie, but gets me even closer to seeing my love…..

In case you can’t guess, nothing else really matters now, apart from getting through each day, until I see my love……I have to do my duty along the way, see a few people etc, but all I really care about now, is seeing her……. I know it’s proberly stupid to you guys, but I’m in love, so shoot me….. hehe And I have to keep pausing the film and my pizza is cold now, because I keep pausing it to write hahaha

I bought a £16 bottle of red wine today and some blue cheese, boursin cheese with herbs and some Mcvitetes crackers, treating my self because no one else will hehe

I don’t get out much hehe

12.41

I woke up at 5am this morning, down the Ridgeway shopping centre just down the road from my house by 8.50am. I walked in to the health food shop for a new bamboo, recyliable toothbrush, some organic cream for my face, (I get dry skin on my face sometimes) and some fluride free toothpaste, and I said to the girl, “it’s a bit early for me isn’t it? I woke up at 5am.” I normaly don’t come in until at least 12 miday. It was 9am. And she said, “yea, up with the morning chorus were you?” And I said, “I don’t know what’s wrong with me……..I must be in love or something.” She laughed……I laughed……If only she new….hehe

I also bought a mirror for my desk so I can shave my sides because the first time I shaved them with my new, cordless clippers, it was in the bathroom, which is really small, and hoovering up after was a nightmare, so this time I can do it sitting down with my music on and my pictures on my 32″ TV in comfort, and it will be much easier to hoover up after hehe sometimes I astound my self with my injinuity hehehe shame about my spelling haha.

13.49

Just finished shaving my head, showered for the second time today and hoovered up all the hair……much better, much easier in the front room, and not to shaby for one handed, left hand, shaving. And when I got out the shower there was a tiny strand that I missed right at back and bottem (he said bottem hehe) so not bad at all……………………I’m laughing a lot because I said, “he said bottem” hahahaha I’m so imature sometimes hehe

I think my girl is teaching me patience without even knowing it. I have to wait a few months before I can see her, she dosn’t text me back the same day most of the time, sometimes for days. I welcome these lessons because it helps me grow. I texted her the other day and said that I wanted the first time to be very special, in a nice location etc. I’m waiting for her reply…….. I know she will heart that hehe

I didn’t even know that you could heart or say haha to things the other person texted, until she started doing it to my messages, then I had to work out how to do the same hehe. I’m such a technophobe haha We didn’t have mobile phones when I grew up. We just used to spend a lot of time in the woods and away from civilization hehe.

Anyway, enough about my girl and my plans for me and her, because I don’t want to bore either of you hehe

Did you know that Fakebook is really CIA and nothing to do with Mark Zuckerbucks??? Most things aren’t what they seem, unfortunatly. But everything changes over night when Mr C puts the codes into the computer for the RV wooohoooooo I can’t wait and am really excited……mostly because that will set off a sequence of events that will ultimately end in me seeing my girl and starting a life together whoop whoop. haha I keep coming back to my girl hehehe stop it Rich……..no one is interested…..

I’m really prefere Rich to Richie, I just use that name for Fakebook and thinkyourselfhappy.org I guess it’s some kinda seperation between me and my alter ego….I don’t really know………but that’s my story and I’m sticking to it hehe

I got banned from fakebook for 30 days, 3 times for sharing stuff I found on Telegram, so I stopped sharing stuff from there for a while. Now I’m sharing stuff from Telegram again and Fakebook has changed tactics and moved my posts further down in peoples newsfeeds because I keep sharing mis-information… even though when Fakebook got taking court to last month over there fact checking, the “Fact checkers” admited that it was “just opinions” and not based on facts at all so……….hahahaha so you have to go to my page to see my most recent posts 😦

12.43

Update on my girl in case anyone is wondering……… I can’t stop thinking about her hehehe……… that’s all hahaha

09.58

Sorry for getting political on here, I usualy save that for Facebook hehe I was just disgusted by the main stream media and Fakebook for telling out right lies. It won’t happen again 🙂

Both of my readers have commented on my posts in the last few days…….wow…… hehe I’m joking around, but maybe more people read my rantings than I thought??