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I had to delete another friend yesterday. My girl knows her because I was with him when we met on Anjuna beach in Goa 15 years ago. It was either tell him he’s incredibly stupid, or delete him. (Apparently he has a really high IQ, 140 something I think, so he is living proof that you can have a high IQ and still be stupid hehe) You see, he thinks Trump is a pedo, so I said that Trump had written an executive order confisicating all moneys and propertys of anyone involeved in human rights abuse, and that would include himself so it didn’t make any sense. I also told him that Hillary, spirit cooking, baby eating, massive pedo, proberly paid a lot of money to the people that wrote those storys, because if she goes down for that ( I believe that she has already been hung for crimes against children and who ever is playing her now has a mask etc and that will come out when the Alliance says it’s time) then the whole pedo ring comes down. I stopped speaking to him about it on saturday, and just kept fowarding him stuff as I came across it, not looking for it, inculding something that said Hillary, crimes against children, and many other things, a thing of the two Joe Bidens, the dead one, an the actor who is now playing him to wake up the world to what he would have been like, and he said, your a joke. I even sent him a Q post of George Sorro’s in Ukraine just before the virus was leaked from China, suggesting that the virus was made in Ukraine and then got shipped to Wuhan, China to set up the Chinese people. And he said bull shit, and Q is a joke. By that time he had sent me over 40 messages in 3 days, which I didn’t read because I new by now that he was just talkng shit………..At that point I had to delete him, or say something unconstrucktive ( I think I spelt that wrong hehe) You see, I have been really patient with him, despite him swearing at me multiple times over the months and calling me names etc, and I didn’t bite because I like to think that I’m more mature than that hehe although you wouldn’t think so sometimes when reading this hehe Anyway, I have followed Q for about 4 years now, and everything he has said in the past is coming true now, so he can’t be a joke. Ok, rant over hahahaha I have been wanting to write this for a few days now.

My car is in for repairs at the moment, it went in on monday after I reversed in to a post while parking on the Ridgeway, down the road. It was the weekend before my girls birthday, 9th Feb, and I was busy thinking about something that she had texted me and not concentrating on the job at hand hehe I’m not blaming her at all, it was competely my fault………but I haven’t even seen her yet and she’s costing me money hehehe Of course I’m joking around here……. I thought it was funny 😉

http://www.x22report.com

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http://www.exopolitcstoday.com

http://www.Qagg.news

http://www.drcharlieward.com

I want my next girlfriend to be my last girlfriend, and hopefully my new girl wants the same thing. I had 11 years to think about it, and now I just want my girl to be happy…….and if that means licking her out all night then so be it hehehe But seriously, my girls happiness is my number one priority. (I’m cooking dinners at the same time, so it might take a while hehe tonight I’m having tuna steak, corgette, aubergene, baby tomatoes, garlic and some chilli flakes, all cooked in butter, 5 mins on each side of the steak, with a saucepan lid over the top) Loverly……..all organic apart from the egg plant and the garlic and the tuna) Now I’m going to watch Michal Salla’s latest interview with Dr Robert Wood @ exopoliticstoday.com

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It was 11 years ago, the begining of March that I had my stroke in Cambodia. I don’t know the exact day, 3rd, 4th or 5th proberly. A lot has changed since then…..I have been working on myself, inside and out every day since, so I am a differnt person to the one who had the stroke. I create my own reality these day’s by meditating, speaking, with the “I am’s” etc. I have had 11 years to do all this and I am a better person for it. I will alway’s work on improving myself now, until the day I die. (Not to soon I hope hehe)

I never wanted kids before, because my Dad left me when I was 5, so how could I have kids with no Dad to teach me? My step dad was really strict and he was never there because he was always working so he could put food on the table. My mum worked part time as well. We were never well off, just making it through each month. It wasn’t until way after I left home and my step dad retiered and started working for the council that we they had a bit more money….but not that much more.

Now, for the first time in my life I am considering the possibity of a child due to my new love, but it’s really early days yet, and I would have to go out with her for a couple of years first, to make sure we can go the distance. With the medbed, age regresion tech, it would be easy for her to get age regressed to an age of her choosing, if we are still together and she wants to have kids. I will have a medbed or two by then, and someone to opperate it, because they can do wonders, and even regrow limbs. There are 3 types, apparently, and one of them is for regrowing limbs. I want to have somewhere in India where we can have all 3 types, a pool, and places for people to stay, dotted around the property. somewhere quite large, with loads of space so people can heal and have a bit of a holiday too. It’s just a dream at the moment, but we will see. Maybe my girl will like that idea. I want to have an organic farm there as well so we are self sufficent. Again, it’s just a thought rattling round my head at the moment. Maybe it will be something completly different hehe. I’m just putting my thoughts down.

I was baby sitting Holly today. She’s 10, I think, she was having a day off school and Peg was in a meeting all day with the Mayoress, a TV film crew and someone else about her mindful art club. She got some money from the National Lottery people last year for mindful art club and it’s doing really well apparently. Go Peggy 🙂

I was awake at 5am again today…….. what is up with that??? 😉

I was randomly reading some of my previous posts on here yesterday and I realised that I went into the whole adrenachrome thing and all the Hollywood celeb’s and politicians that were into it……ohhhh my, I didn’t hold back hehe I was brave. That or stupid hehe I completely forgot about that. Mind you, I don’t remember a lot of the things I said on here because of my short term memory problems hehe

I think my girl is testing my faith hehe Just know that I will just love her harder….. (he said harder hehe)

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I’m hung over today because of my bottle of wine hehe So I stopped in the pub at the last minuet for hair of the dog hehe I only had one Doombar, ale, I don’t like larger as much, and they didn’t have any on tap, so I had to have a bottle, £3.09 a bottle……… no wonder I only had one…… I haven’t been to a pub for ages, sometime last year.

I do that often, I’m quite spontaneus, and do things all the time, where I don’t know I’m going to do them………… until I do.

On my walk in the woods today I added a “fucking” to my daily ritual. I said my usual “I am fit and healthy, I am wealthy, I am enough”. And said it 3 times, because the power of 3 is more powerful, apparenty. And then I said, “and so it ‘fucking’ is”. Which instantly cracked me up hehe I’ve also added, “thank you for my perfect girlfriend, *****”. She will proberly laugh at that hehe.

And I’m watching old films on Youtube, and ocsionaly sharing truth bombs on fakebook from Telegram….. I’m quite surprised I’m not banned for 30 days again hehe I have been pushing it the last few days hehe oh well, if I get banned again now I won’t be back because we are close to the RV me thinks hehe This film is so old he is smoking a ciggie on the operating table hehehehe Hell’s Island if anyone is interested…….I’ve just started it, dunno what it’s about, but got ma wine and cheese hehe See ya later……

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The movie was ok, shit acting in the fight bits hehe, only about 3 or 4 people died, so it could of been worse…… but it was an hour and 20 mins of my time wasted, and an hour and 20 mins closer to seeing my girl, so………….hehe

When I have my medbed, apparently they can age regress you, so I want to go back to the age of my stroke, 35, so I can be my new girls toyboy hehe……….. not really……..it might help to convince my step dad, who has had two heart attacks and a stroke before that. He wasn’t affected as bad as me, but does still have memory problems. But he used to work for the council, after driving a digger his whole life, and eating cheese and pickle sandwiches, 8, every day, his whole life, thus the heart attack hehe But he did a lot of good while he was a counciler, including getting zebra crossings installed and many other good things. So, I think he could do a lot more if he age regressed 10 or 20 years. And he is 83 now I think, and very, very old fashioned hehe but if I did it, with no problems, he might…..it’s worth a try….. and I will will give my mum and him 5M, so he could do a lot with that. Also, it would be good to be my girls toyboy, technicly hehe

I’m watching intrigue now, and eating pizza, and drinking wine….. another shit movie, but gets me even closer to seeing my love…..

In case you can’t guess, nothing else really matters now, apart from getting through each day, until I see my love……I have to do my duty along the way, see a few people etc, but all I really care about now, is seeing her……. I know it’s proberly stupid to you guys, but I’m in love, so shoot me….. hehe And I have to keep pausing the film and my pizza is cold now, because I keep pausing it to write hahaha